I AM the Witness
A Wonderful Healing from Saint Germain
Dear Mother,
I want to tell you about the wonderful healing I’ve had from Saint Germain.
It began on the evening of the first ritual of soul retrieval, which was given on March 3, 1995. That evening before the service, I lay down to rest and, uncharacteristically, fell asleep. A memory surfaced from deep in my soul: an attack against me by a fallen one whose intent was to destroy my very being. The architecture seemed to place it in Lemuria, but it could have been Atlantis.
I awoke in shock and felt nauseous from the memory. My only thought was to get to the court and decree. The image was burned into my third eye so that if I closed my eyes, the awful scene vividly recurred. Once in the court, I sat in the second row and kept my eyes glued to the Chart of the Presence.
That night, Mother, when you gave the teaching on how trauma has caused us to lose fragments of our souls in time and space, I knew that was why I had had this memory rise into consciousness. You see, I had become resigned to being a partial person. I thought that if years in the Teachings, years of therapy, a good diet, years of stability, a wonderful department head, et cetera, et cetera, hadn’t made me whole, nothing would be able to make me whole. I thought that if I had never experienced wholeness, I would never be able to model it in my life. I thought I must be crazy, yet I knew I was missing something fundamental.
What a relief when you spoke those words! I really was missing something! And not only that, you gave me the keys for getting it back! After that night I continued the action with a novena of decrees from the ritual and countless calls for my soul fragments to return.
I did not immediately notice a difference in myself. Then came Saint Germain’s May 14 dictation, in which he gave us a violet-flame dispensation (Pearls of Wisdom, vol. 38, no. 19). He said:
| The violet flame is caressing your bodies, entering your pores as my angels give you a blessing and a charge for all that you must accomplish for the victory of our eleven-day FREEDOM 1995 conference. Receive this violet flame not only for your strength but also for the healing of your bodies. Visualize in your mind’s eye a sign that you hold up to the angels who now attend you. On that sign, mentally write a list of any ailments or burdens you carry in your body. My angels have come to assist you to transmute all burdens upon your four lower bodies through the violet-flame decrees you give this day. Take advantage of this opportunity, beloved. All of my violet-flame angels are, in a sense, extensions of myself. As they minister unto you and as you continue your violet-flame decrees today, I extend to you through them a dispensation of my presence until the hour of midnight your time so that you may experience a wondrous transmutation and healing. |
I had worked all day long and had finally got into the court at about 11 p.m. I did an hour or less of violet-flame decrees. Yet most assuredly Saint Germain made me whole.
I can’t tell you the moment when my soul fragment (or fragments) returned. I think that it was a large piece and that it had to be returned as my body slept. Now I AM a different person. There is an inner core of stability that I had never known before. It seems I am able to be kind to people from a place deep within me and the kindness flows out naturally. I feel content to “wait on God.” I experience a connectedness with God and life that I’d only read about before. Praise for God and Life flows out of me, and my polestar is that inner light. I am no longer pulled and pushed by every little circumstance. Glory to God!
I also must tell you that I endured the awful imprint of that memory for thirty hours. But when I wrote to you about it, the moment I placed the letter in the mail, the memory left me and was consumed by your mantle.
By the grace of God, the Ascended Masters and their Messenger, I can face life with renewed hope and energy because a large part of myself has been returned to me. I look forward now to a glorious future, expanding into infinite light!
May God bless you and keep you for many years, for his children need you so much.
All my love,
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