Pearls of Wisdom

Vol. 38 No. 10 - I AM the Witness - March 5, 1995

 

I AM the Witness

Chinks in the Armour

 

Beloved Mother Elizabeth,

I am writing to you to share with you two wonderful experiences I had during the New Year’s Class.

First of all I would like to share with you that I felt my healing begin there. As you probably have read of me, I was born blind (I can only perceive light, shadows and, depending on the illumination quality, sometimes colors). Even though my sight was not restored in the physical octave, I began to feel the transmutation of the guilt and condemnation I have carried—and the feeling that God and the Masters did not accept me because I could not see.

I feel lighter now, and I feel a closeness to the Masters as never before. Last summer, the Maha Chohan spoke of “chinks in the armour.” He said:  “Blessed ones, imperfections are necessary chinks in the armour. And each time you look at that chink, that mark you made so long ago, you remember well what price you paid for indulging that imperfection”  (Pearls of Wisdom, vol. 37, no. 31.)  I feel that one of the chinks in my armour may be my blindness; but even though that chink is present, I can aspire to receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit to serve others.

The second experience I would like to share with you is the joy I felt when singing “Beloved Lanto, Lead Us to Shamballa Again.”  In God’s love for me, he gave me the gift of a good memory. Because of this, I was able to memorize the words of the song after having listened to it just a couple of times. Then when we were recording it, I sang with all the love of my heart, having in mind that all of us can make the difference for the many who will listen to that music. I am very grateful that God allowed me to participate in that singing and to be an instrument for the lifting up of many.

This is what I wanted to share with you. Please receive me in your heart. Teach me so that I can walk the path with your guidance.

With all the love of my heart,