Pearls of Wisdom

Vol. 37 No. 3 - I AM the Witness - January 16, 1994

 

I AM the Witness

How One Thousand Hours of
Violet Flame Saved My Pregnancy

 

Dear Mother,

When I was four weeks pregnant, I became quite ill. There was virtually nothing that I could eat without getting a severe stomachache and sometimes diarrhea or a headache as well. I had already missed ten days of work, I was losing weight and I was sleeping about twenty hours a day. At that point I honestly feared that either I or the baby were not going to survive.

I woke up just previous to dawn on Christmas Day (1991) with a sudden and clear conviction. I felt that I had been given a divine revelation from Saint Germain:  I needed to do one thousand hours of violet flame!  In return I asked for my own healing and for the transmutation of all patterns in the four lower bodies of my child that would not be of the Christ or of the Buddha. I also offered to Saint Germain that he could use my decrees for the salvation of Lightbearers or for problems in the world if these were the greater need.

I determined that I would promise to complete the vigil over the course of the next three years. At that rate I would average just under an hour of violet flame each day. However, I set my heart and mind to fulfill my promise as quickly as possible.

I aimed for three hours a day during my pregnancy. In order to accomplish this, I had to surrender all movies, socializing, listening to music and even reading books with very few exceptions. When I was too sick to go to services or work or classes (I attended the Montessori course at Summit University, Winter Quarter 1992), then I would simply decree all day as I lay in bed. I would do Michaels, the Child’s Rosary, dweller calls and Astreas and then violet flame for as many as seven hours.

The pregnancy continued to be quite difficult for a few months, but soon I was back at work and in August my daughter was born. From the very beginning, she has been a child of remarkable peace, beauty and joy. She has a very quick mind and a balanced and sweet disposition. My husband and I are grateful beyond words for the great happiness and abundant laughter she has brought to our home.

The result of this violet flame vigil has also been a wonderful transformation for me personally. Blocks in my psychology and in my relationship with my parents and sisters and brother have dissolved miraculously. My relationship with my husband is also far more loving and harmonious. Our level of abundance has also increased significantly. We have been given a number of generous gifts from our families and friends—including a car!  I also have much more responsibility at work than I had before my pregnancy, and I now include my department here at the ranch in my calls as part of my ongoing vigil.

As of this writing I have completed 725 hours of violet flame in just over two years. I have been so blessed by the entire experience that I am determined, by God’s grace, to do a one-thousand-hour vigil for each and every child that he sends to my family!

Thank you for listening and for allowing me to share my story with you. Thank you most of all for bringing to me the knowledge of the Path and of the violet singing flame!

Sincerely in Christ’s love, I AM