Vol. 36 No. 38 - I AM the Witness

Vol. 36 No. 38 - I AM the Witness - September 8, 1993

I AM the Witness

Healing My Inner Child
and Discovering the Joy of Being Alive

Beloved Mother,

In the spring of 1979 my inner child and I went to Camelot for a session at Summit University. Unlike many of the students around me, I had learned about my inner child long before I found the Ascended Masters’ Teachings. The home where I had chosen to enter life was so devoid of love that at less than two months of age I decided that the only way to survive in this family was to live without feelings. Right or wrong, I did a thorough job of forcing them into repression. I experienced total rejection in this family and somehow managed to survive, but it was an empty life and the time came when the lid I’d put on the volcano of feelings exploded.

But the Ascended Masters were watching my life and they led me to an exceptional doctor. Every feeling I had stowed away had to be pulled out, recognized, struggled with and finally accepted. It was often a tortuous journey, admitting to all the human frailties and learning to handle them, but sometimes it was a rewarding one as I began to toy with the idea that I might have a little love inside myself, love to give and share with others. How I wish I had known about the violet flame in those days!

In time my doctor introduced me to the idea of reembodiment. I found a copy of The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran and eventually learned about The Summit Lighthouse. My soul leaped in recognition. I was on my way Home!

There were many pitfalls along the way as my inner child began to grow. The Little One had never been able to defend herself, and now she decided that this was a great idea. I must have bristled menacingly at anyone who stepped on my toes those first months at Camelot, but I began to experience something new: the joy of being alive.

All these years, Mother, I have been absorbing your wonderful teachings, hearing the Masters’ dictations, and working with other chelas on the staff, listening, studying, decreeing–and growing inside. In time I found that there was no need to defend a frightened child. My original parents were replaced by my real Father and Mother, and the joy I have learned to know is almost unbelievable.

There are not enough words to express my love and appreciation for all you and the Ascended Masters have given to me. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

With deepest love,

A Security Deposit Returned in the Amount Requested

Dear Mother,

When I received the letter from you and Edward stating the problems with the IRS and requesting $1,000 from each member to assist with legal costs, I wondered where on earth I could possibly get this money. I really did want to help.

I decided to take the problem to my altar and gave a heartfelt plea for help, stating that I very much wanted to do my part to help the cause. As I only work on an on-call basis, which means about two days per week, there was no way I could possibly manage this.

About three months later, I received a check in the mail for exactly $1,000. I could hardly believe it! This was a check I had given to secure a piece of land that I later found I was unable to purchase. It was also 2-1/2 years ago! I have never heard of a realtor returning monies that were used in this manner as down payment.

What tears of joy I had and what a pleasure to be able to send my contribution. My only regret is that when the money was converted to U.S. funds it was considerably less.

With ever-expanding love in this wonderful faith, I am

Your grateful chela,

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