Pearls of Wisdom

Vol. 35 No. 66 - I AM the Witness - December 16, 1992

 

I AM the Witness

“Jesus Healed My Heart”

 

Dear Mother,

I desire to share with you a deep and profound healing I received from beloved Jesus last evening. I usually do not recall dreams, yet I sensed that your presence back at the ranch and recent counseling sessions contributed to my experience. The preface to these dreams has been, as you know, my effort to come to full resolution with my past abortion and multiple miscarriages.

Thursday evening I had a dream involving an older couple who had a baby boy. I became aware that through a circumstance of their ignorance the baby could die. I interceded to save the baby’s life.

Friday evening I had a dream in which I was with many people in a home. I don’t recall the nature of the activities. Things were concluding and I was leaving through an empty room. A quiet, unpretentious man who was a priest approached me and gently embraced me. I felt an intense outpouring of energy and light, not from the priest but from above my head flooding into my heart.

My heart was pounding and seemingly expanding in my chest. The flow of light was not momentary but lasted an extended period of time. The priest said devoutly and with a sense of gratitude, “I see the Blessed Mother in you. Figuratively speaking, I worship the ground beneath your feet.”  I responded, “I am ultimately the servant of God.”

As I turned to leave, I encountered three nuns preparing Holy Communion, which I was to receive. When I saw the Communion, I instantly felt the presence of Jesus and understood that this blessing of light was a grace from him and that the priest had been his instrument.

At this point I was in a half-waking state and felt the pounding of my heart, which I was physically pressing with my hand. My entire body felt sanctified and I cried with gratitude, still feeling the tangible presence of Jesus. I could feel a sensation around my feet and understood that the ground we walk on is sanctified because of our divine birthright. I sensed my origin from the Father-Mother God.  For a suspended moment I experienced the sanctity of sainthood.

As I was still coming out of the dream state, I recalled your instruction to me in a recent letter to call for “the judgment of those who are the abortionists today, who take the knife to the mother’s womb to destroy the child and to ultimately break her heart.”  On remembering this, I realized that Jesus had healed my broken heart and I could hear him tell me, “It is because you love the children.”

I have desired to share the essence of this experience with others but words seem inadequate. All I can really say is:  By God’s grace, I know that Jesus has healed my heart.

Mother, I love you and have faith that you truly understand the depth of joy in my soul’s communion with Jesus.

All my love,