Vol. 34 No. 11 - I AM the Witness

Vol. 34 No. 11 - I AM the Witness - March 17, 1991

I AM the Witness

Truly before we have called, God and the Ascended Masters have answered.

I had just graduated from high school in June 1979 and was searching intensely for the answers to the questions of life and death. Since the age of twelve I had been a believer in reincarnation and had read whatever I could get my hands on concerning that topic.

I spoke frequently with my best friend about my belief in reembodiment. From what I had read, I felt that I would have to continually be reborn until I paid my karmic debts to everyone. One day my friend sincerely asked me how a person could achieve final liberation from rebirth more quickly. Not knowing the answer since none of the books I had read discussed this, I promised him that I would search for the answer and get back to him.

A few weeks went by and I had found nothing. Then in the first week of August my brother brought home a poster featuring Elizabeth Clare Prophet lecturing at “A Retreat on the Ascension” in nearby San Francisco. The “lost chord” had been struck on the strings deep within my soul. The poster highlighted the possibility of the soul being freed from reincarnation by studying the techniques taught by Serapis Bey and the Ascended Masters.

I just stared at the poster in wonder at how God had answered my innermost yearning without me ever asking Him. Just how much more could He do if I asked for His help?

I attended the weekend seminar, learning the methods to help me achieve my ascension in this life! Oh, the joy of discovering the violet flame and how it is the key factor in balancing the karma we have with other individuals–what joy to discover its usefulness in purifying the consciousness from negativity!

I continued to study the Ascended Masters’ Teachings and did my violet flame decrees daily for the next few months. Again God showed me that before I had called, He had answered.

It was November 1979. Saint Germain had just declared war on the astral plane and the negative forces that were building in the United States and the Middle East when Iran took the U.S. citizens hostage. My brother, who is a Keeper of the Flame, was spending a weekend away from college visiting me. He and I discussed Saint Germain’s declaration of war as we were walking out of a nearby grocery store. We determined that we would take a stand with our beloved Master to help him but we sensed that we needed to do more protection decrees.

As we walked through the parking lot I suddenly heard a strong, clear male voice shout, “Look out!” I turned to my left and in that moment I saw that a car on an incline was rolling backward directly toward me. I sought to wave at and warn the driver but quickly saw that nobody was driving the car. I jumped out of the way of the car. Then my brother and I ran past it and managed to stop it.

I looked around in gratitude to thank the man who had issued the warning to me. Only a few seconds had elapsed since I heard the voice of warning but only my brother and I were there, save for a few empty cars.

I asked my brother if he had heard the voice and he said that he had. We stood there in awe for a few moments at what had just transpired. We profoundly thanked God and “the man” for their protecting presence in our lives, entered our car and drove away.

Dear Mother,

I’ve spent my whole life searching for the answers to my questions about God and life, and that search has taken me down some strange paths. Eventually I reached a point of desperation in my life where all I wanted was to do God’s will, whatever it might mean, whatever I had to give up.

Within a very short time after reaching that point, I was doing a visualization exercise and picturing my hands cupped around a blue sapphire stone in the shape of a flame, when suddenly a bolt of blue lightning shot up my right arm. I didn’t understand what it meant. Another time, I saw a male figure standing beside me touching the top of my head with the tip of his sword. Archangel Michael came to mind after it happened.

It wasn’t too long after these happenings that I went to the bookstore and found a book whose cover attracted my attention. I looked through it but put it back. A few minutes later I picked it up again, looked through it and said to myself, “Why not?”

The book was Lords of the Seven Rays. As soon as I started to read it I knew that it was what I had been searching for. When that book found me I was very disillusioned about religion, but right from the beginning it explained things that up until that moment had remained mysteries. I loved the way you brought something from all religions East and West plus the New Age and put it all together in one beautiful, integrated whole.

Until then I had felt guilty being part of a church and not being able to accept certain things about it. I wanted to be able to accept my religion, whatever it might be, wholeheartedly. Now at last I could.

I also found out about the blue lightning, and you can imagine how happy I was when I read that Lord Michael does touch us with a sword! The book explained my experiences. Since then I’ve read sixteen more of your books plus the Pearls of Wisdom, which I love and look forward to each week along with the Keepers of the Flame Lessons.

I truly believe that I was led to you by the Masters and I believe in the work you are doing for all mankind. As Saint Germain was the Wonderman of Europe, I think you must be the Wonderwoman of America! Because nobody could perform such a monumental work as you have without God and all of heaven working with and through you.

I am so grateful that you prepared yourself for such a mission. Because of your love, sacrifice and dedication, many souls will be saved.

With Love and Gratitude,

Beloved Mother,

I would like to express my God-gratitude to you for many things but specifically at this time for writing and publishing The Astrology of the Four Horsemen–and for having all of us who helped on the book come up on the altar last night. It was a profound experience for me. I feel that it really solidified the entire Graphic Arts Department as a team–more so than ever.

As I was leaving the microphone, I felt your love for me and your gratitude in a way that I had never felt before. I wanted to witness to this and to thank you for it because the whole experience, especially that contact with your heart, brought my awareness of my dharma into sharp focus and repolarized my being.

I’ve always felt that Graphics is “in my blood” and that I wouldn’t want to use my time to be out in the world to just earn a living when the work of my hands could be used to do something directly for the Ascended Masters. I’ve always enjoyed being in Graphics and have had a desire to publish the Teachings.

This desire has been growing and becoming more focused, especially since Hilarion said that the Masters want you to be able to write more books. Now all of a sudden I feel almost consumed with the desire to “crank out the books.” It has become a burning desire, whereas in the past it was mere “wishing,” as Robert Collier defines things. I feel like I’m starting to burst at the seams with it–all because of that moment of contact with your heart, and your Love and Gratitude!

Your love for my soul that I felt at that moment was a very profound love that loves me as I am, as an individual of worth in God’s sight. It is what I’ve longed for all my life–what I was, unfortunately, unable to receive in my childhood, though I know my parents loved me as well as they could. As much as I’ve felt your loving Presence with me in the past (by God’s grace), last night’s contact with your heart and with your true love for my soul was a profound healing for my soul. This I think is why I can really be on fire now and not just wish or think about doing things.

I will be eternally grateful for this experience and healing. I am, therefore, reaffirming my pledge to you and the Ascended Masters to stand by you as much as I am able to publish these blessed Teachings.

It was also wonderful to share this whole experience with the Community and to feel their love and support. I would have liked to have expressed some of this gratitude last night, but I was too nervous and didn’t want to take too long.

Thank you, beloved Mother, for your undying Love and Service and Selflessness–and the best example anyone could have of how to live one’s life for God. God bless you!

Love,

The first time I saw Elizabeth Clare Prophet was on video. My heart and soul unconditionally accepted her as a genuine and sincere person. The truths she spoke I readily recognized–my search had brought me to the place of confirmation.

Without any questioning or doubting on my part, the first outer confirmation came shortly after I was led to find the study group in Miami. I was attending the Wednesday healing service and listening to the replay of a healing service held at Camelot. A female Keeper of the Flame was requesting healing for an emotional condition of hatred toward her mother.

I listened very intently because some years before I, too, had come to a point in my life where I was experiencing an intense hatred for my mother. So strong was this feeling at the time that one day I found myself seriously contemplating a way to get rid of her. I can see now how my negative state of mind totally lowered my consciousness to the level of the astral plane.

Mother began making a call for this person and then instructed her to repeat after her the words of a prayer for healing. Because I truly also desired to be healed of this condition, I joined in saying the prayer aloud. Soon I noticed that my heartbeat and respiration were increasing very rapidly–I was actually gasping for breath and my heart was pounding in my chest. Nevertheless, I continued to give the prayer until finally and gradually my heart returned to its normal rhythm.

Later as I meditated on the experience I realized just how real and instantaneous is the descent of the Light of Almighty God. I was in total awe to think that I was being healed of hardness of heart and hatred.

Now I realize that that action was only the beginning of the healing process because hatred of the Mother is not transmuted in weeks, months or years. It sometimes takes thousands of years and many embodiments.

I am profoundly grateful to Saint Germain for the gift of the violet flame–truly the miracle flame that continues to cleanse, purify, heal and rejuvenate not only my heart but all of my four lower bodies.

I am eternally grateful to our beloved Messenger for her purity of heart and great love that enables her to be the open door through which the Word of God is so tangibly manifest.

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